Today was odd, odder than usual. It started out typically.. working, the same old work grind.

Dreading waking up, almost over-sleeping, and then throwing on the same old bra in hopes that it'll hold my tits up for the day... just trying to make a cent while hopefully not spending it.. you know, same old shit.

but the day got progressively weirder as it went on..

after work; when I got home, in the back of my head I was questioning-
"did i complete everything I needed to do, did i disappoint anyone, was everything clean, are my co-workers okay?" ....

But those thoughts slowly, but surely drifted away while I was home with a cigarette in my hand.

While puffing the sweetness of an after work smoke I slowly peeled my drenched with sweat/insecurity socks off my feet and threw them into the abyss of my room!!!!!!!... "good!"

nothing seemed to matter anymore, and that's when I got the brilliant idea of leaving my house..

So brilliant at first, but then once you do it you have to prepare yourself.

real talk

sleeping over somebody's house always seems like a good idea.. til 3am rolls around and you realize you have to take a huge shit.

okay

so say something happens and then you have a result of some sort that is untypical but isnt necessarily bad, what does one do?


i dont understand

what i am saying



i think i have rabies

I'm thinking logically here. So

I have to move my furniture around; to totally REFLECT the life style in which i use it in.


I may have to measure things, but I got a good eye for that stuff- and by good eye, I mean SUPER EYE.



okay i'll be thinking logically, then solving. bye

dudue so fucking man man

i wish my computer was more COMPUTERY and by computery i mean more computer efficient and by computer efficient i mean i wish i could.......................................................








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so yeah so yeah im making tshirts

and im smashing tvs






im making t-shirts



i cant say of what though





JUST INCASE... SOMEONE.... steals my one-of-a-kind............ TSHIRT IDEA.






i have 2 ideas, but i'm more fond of one............................................................